.:x0mbie's world:.

things i hate!

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:16:55

Well....dere r loadza things..which i hayte 'baut maself.....i dun have words for 'em......i dun want those things to be like this...i wanna change those things in me....dunno how...

1.hayte ma lips.....they aint big...they aint chubby......wheneva i snap maself....lips nazar hi nahin ate....hayte 'em...

2.hayte ma handz....they r kinda hard hard...want 'em to be soft...but dunno wats da prob wid 'em....

3...hayte ma nose.........its lil bit golo golo...want it to be cute n thin..lolz...not moto.....

4.hayte ma hipS.....wo0psiE..dun wanna say nEthing elsE 'baut 'em..lolzzzzzz

5.hayte ma muscles....i dun wanna be muscular...

6.just hayte when i gain weight..though m 40 kg...but i wanna be 38...lolz......takay mujhe meri jeans poori ajain..lolz

7.hayte ma doublE chin.......i dun want it to be prominent...loo0ks baD...

i fink thts enuFf 'baut ma outlo0ks...now something 'baut ma inneRselF...

1.hayTe when somEbuddy scolDs me.....or when i scold someone?

2.hayTe when ma wishes r noT fulfilED....

3.hayTE da ziDDinESs in maSElf...

4.hayTe when i gEt confuSEd...eh!

5.hayTe to studyyyyyy..

6.haytE to siT iDle...

7.hayTe iT..when somEonE stopS mE...frm buyinG somEthinG special..

8.hayTe when somEonE makEs fun outta mE...

9.hayTe thiS woRd "hayTE"

10.hayTE when ma frienDs buGG mE......feeel likE kiCkinG dEyRE aSsESss..!

11.hayTe to Talk on fonE wid gurlSss...

12.hayTE when i gET baD maRks,..........alWayS happens....ehhehe..

13.hayTe when sumBuuDDy aSks foR Pc..

14.hayTe when ma siBlinGs makE mEss in ma ro0m..

15.hayTe to go to KoLLaGe...

16.hayte when sumi irritates me...n paSSes TaunTs on moi...

17.hayTe to study BIOLOGY...dun get a single woRD.....blV mE...

18.hayTe when nobuddy lEmEE watch TV...

19.hayTe honey..when he discloSEd ma sEcrET inFronT oV DaD...

20.hayTe 'em..who touch ma cell..n specially..sumz..when she checkS ma msgs n all dat...

21.hayTe sum's aDaT oV spYinG..........

22.hayTe GObIIIIIIIIIII..

23.hAYtE PALAKkkkkkkkkkkkk

24.hayte gurlSssssssss...

baqi nExt timE....FEEl sleepy n diZZy...so me outta heRe....

dated:22/05/2005

bEst friends.....

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:14:47

Friends r like bloSsminG floWErs...
which make ya laFF...
sometimEs they make ya cry
sometimes they help ya
sometimes they dun..
friends r hard enuFF to finD...
speCially...go0d friends...
in ma lyfe...i met loadza ppl...
i mean loadza gurls n guys..
but ma bestest buddies r....
ARO00BA,SADAF,Sara,nida,ZAHRA,ZAINAB,SABA QAMAR N SIDRA,NARJIS,SARA TARIQ,AFIYA,SEHRISH,PALWASHA,ASFAND,UMER,NAQEEB,ASAD KAKAR,SHUMAIL,KARAR,MARIA,AMBICA...N ALL THT MUMMY DADDY GRP.....
thEse r ma frienDs...!
n i really wanna WriTe somethinG abt each ov 'em

aRo0Ba=ARO0Ba tu hai duniya ka 8th ajooba..lolz....shez ma jaan..really...shez one ov ma best best friend...i cant forget her...i cant forget those funny things which she used to do to make me laFF....she behaved wid me just like a mum...she always to0k me as a child......told me wats wrong n wats wrYTe....shez da most intelligent ffriend i eva haD.....she neva made me angry...i neva fot wid her....she neva went against mE....she was dere when i needed her....she always helped me out...even she helpd me in cheating......shez really sweeto friend ov mine........her full name is AROOBA JAVED.....her father is in airforce...GDP....n hez posted in quetta as CHIEF PILOT......her mum is kinda sweet as well...shez house wife....but doesnt lo0k like one.....arooba is havinG 2 sisters 1 big bro...HASSAM BHAI......neva talked to hym..so cant say nething abt hym....thn TOOBA...she was kinda dumb,...but very sweet......she was kinda chup chup...very intelligent like her bro n sis's!........not into fashion n fun tht much...but very sweet lady.......thn comes ZUNAIRA(ZUNI)....shez da youngESt one.....u can say her tht shez copY ov Arooba....she reallly lo0ks like her....her drEssing......her hair style...by face...she lo0kd like arooba...she was also sweeto...lotsa into fashion.....n very our typE bandi........she neva misbehaveD wid us.....well..i fink thts enuff abt her family.......apart frm all dis.....i must say tht arooba was very sincERe friend ov mine...neva disclosed ne secRet ov mine....lolz...except telling everything to sado...well neva mind tht....!.....arooba wud help ya at everything.,..u ask for her help..n shez dere to help ya out...shez very janu friend ov mine....!i fink thts enufF.lolz..!luv ya RUBAY!..

SADAF=aWwW...sodA,sado.....aur sADi??lolz.....dunno wat shud i call her??ppl call her by each n every name...she was kinda lil bit close to me...coz she was na neighbour...if she eva get bored..u will find her at ur place..eheheheh...i mean wheneva she felt bored...she used to come at ma plce......even sometimes she used to wake me up...i always shared ma secrets wid her....coz mostly i used to hang out wid her......ReallY iT Was fun .......i REally miSS soDa noWADays......coz nowAdays m kinda FRee.....n in FrEe tymE..v usEd to do such shugal..tht nobuddy can eva imagine..lolz..!sadaf's daD wAs ma dad's frienD...uncle was just like CHACHU to me.......he always trEatEd me like his own child.....always gave me.....wateva he gave to his childRen...n aunty was ma swEEt heARt..liteRally.....miSS hEr...shE WAs very FRank wiD me......sADaf's sis's..lolz......kinZa...n maham..lolz.......kinza is da sweetest bacha...but she useD to TeASse me on nEt lykE hell...hated thiS thinGiE oV her......n maham...my bhabi..ahhaha..vV uSEd to Call hEr....our choti bhabi..coz she was ma younga bro's claSSfelloW..lolz..both ov 'em wERe very CloSE Friends........REallY miSZ hEr SmYlE...n laFF...da way shE usED to TALK to mE...da way shE trEaTEd me......shE alWayS to0k ma siDe......went againSt SoDa.......lolz.....both ov 'em obeyed mE........neva miSbehavEd wid mE..lolz...maham was kinda fond ov cAts....shE goT inSpiRaTion frm mE..lolz..m a Cat luVr..lolz.....cuminG to SoDa....Errmm...wat ' baut hEr??i dun 'vE woRds to DesCribE hEr.....n hEr natuRe.....wheneva she WAs in paYn...shE camE to mE...wheneva i WAs in paYn./..shE camE to mE....shE Was alWayS dERe to hElp mE...even when m at karachi..n i nEEded hEr help..shE helpD me ouT!....mayn shEz oSum frienD oV minE....just lykE rubay....damn......i misSEd soDa's call toDay..i WAs in da Car..n pa wAs tAlkinG to somE unclE....siGnals WERenT tht go0D..so Pa cudnT heAr hym tht much...so i didnt pick heR call........thoT...k iF i will talk to hER...toh baba wonT be ablE to heAr nEthing..thts y didnt pickD heR call....shE triEd iT foR 5 tymEs....i haD to switCh oFF ma CEll..shYt..hoW can i do ThiS to mA luvly FrienD......but when i camE back frm dinnEr..i smsD heR to call mE...or if shE canT..thn i will Call hEr..but she didnt rSponDEd..dunno why..may b shEz noT havinG cREdiT.....oR she waS busy in studiEs....i will ask hEr.......apaRt frm diS..loaDza tRaGeDiEs happenD wid soDa...but shE handlEd 'em wiD An eASe...shEz Go0D at handlinG such siTuaTions.......ReallY.....i fink thtS enuFF......

......m noT in m0o0D to ryTe 'bauT nE otha friend oV mine......will ryTe 'bauT 'em...but latERZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..!

dated:17/05/2005

ma wishes......

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:12:09

its hard to geT each n evErything u Wish for....
i neva get nething i wished for..!
i mean sometimes i do get it...but mostly i dont..
my siblings say m ZiDDi..m i??
i think m noT....
everybuddy has its own 0pinion n paSSions!
why does it alWays happEns wiD mE??
nowAdays i wish for a guitAr...but pa isnt leTTing me to buy iT..
he sayS..its not a go0D thinG...!
but its ma paSSion..
i want iT..
i wanT it ryTe noW...
canT liVe widouT it..!
but nobuDDy can fulfil ma wish........!

dated:15/05/2005

came back.....

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:10:18

came bAck frm ambEr's plaCe.......knockD at do0R......rinGd da belL...but alL in Vain...so me n sumi thot to sit on the jhhuula for sum tyme...but after 5 mins..pa came outside wid keys[he thot driver is dEre]....so v came insidE.......n opened the do0r ov ma ro0m..but bed was taken over by almi n afo n honey...n matreSs waS taken ova by sohail....so i went to lounge......Saw da piCs ov almi's cAmeRa......achi thein......afta tht...idea aya.....me n sumi to0k anotha maTREss to pa's roo0m..wahan ja ker so gaye.....n dunno wat happened afta i fall on da maTrEss.......i woke up at 5:30......i know thts kinda late....but didnt slept last nyte...so definitely...itna songi na......thn i sat on net.....for almost 2 hrs..thn tried to talk to baba...i asked him to buy me a guitar..but he said...he doesnt have money for this.....tht made me real saD...thts y my day didnt go well!..ma mo0d was kinda oFF as well......i didnt talk to nEbuddy in a go0D way....tommorrow m gonnA buGG my pa again..m gonna ask hym again for the money..ehehehe...[m a ZiDDi baCha]..after tht.....sat on net again...thn sumi waghera came n gave her pc........lookD for something to eat..didnt find nething...so thot to go out for something....to0k sumi n hony wid me...honey wore skates...tht made our walk misErable...v had to push him .......thn v went to kazcARe.......iCe CReam li...n thn went to snack baR......sAw sohail DERe wid his friends[waiTing for shakE]......to0k snickers frm Dere....n thn came back..........tried to ON da pc...but cudnt do it..watched tv....WAtched "BATTLE OV DA BANDS ll"...but didnt find ne battle btw 'em!..lolz.....thn sohail came out ov da ro0m....den i went to use net....chatted wid zahra...n honey asked for da pc..gave hym after sum fight..thn watched Tv.....thn i came to ma ro0m.....but jaise hi asked honey for pC...liTe went oFF..lolz........light ai....sumi sat on net...thn i asked her for da pc....n now m sitting on net..heehe...uploADing ma picS on fliCkr.com......n poStinG on ma bloG...thts iT!

dated:15/05/2005

pashtooon....rasha kana!

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:08:58

As Tare mAshe=WelcomE
Sanga haal chaal dE=how r u?
ista naam sa de?=wats ur name?
charta ze=where u going?
ma college la zu=m going to college
allu saaang killo de=wht is da rate ov allu per kilo?

this wAS the 1sT n laST claSS i eva to0k...ov paShto..ahahaha...!

dated:15/05/2005

rubay words......

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:05:51

A lonGiTuDinal wAVe is one in which farrah is maD,shez abnoRmal,kutia,kameeni...jo kuch kaho farrah ko woh kam hai.Bas bakwaas mat kia kar,ridinG ,bakwaAs;kabhi ghora dekha hai.Riding kabhi ki bhi nahin hai,baSs hobby bana li hai.kuttiya,sali,sharam nahin aati.Zaleel aurat.Aur kya likhon jo likhongi tumhare liye kam hai...beghaiRat!!

lolz...this waS riTTen by ma sWEeto friend...aROOBa....she wrote it during claSS on ma rouGh REgisTEr..i fink it happend in 10th claSS....lolz.....onCe...in our substituion claSS....some teaCheR askEd us abT our hobbiEs.....i told her baut ma hobbiEs,.....[SwimminG,riding n nEt]..AS i wAsnt siTTing wid rubay....toh she wroTe all diS cRap on ma bo0k..ehehehee.....after 2 dayS..i rEAd dis in ma bo0k...hehehe..mayn..it made me lauGGh lykE helL..i cudnT blV..k she roTe all diS,.,.aFteR REading thiS,......nobuddy can eva imagine k kia hoa...arooba ki class li..ahahahha..

dated:15/05/2005

Admission tests....

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:03:41

AdmiSSion TesTs r kinda tuFF,
they make a student a dry puFF.
I think tht a test is not a must,
'coz i gueSS studiES r enuFF.
buT stiLL u have to show a metTle,
to fAce dis kind ov stuff.
There is no way out,
so meet this test as a bad cough.
Well!i can just hope,
to PaSs desE TesT widouT a bluFF.

i wroTe this poem in 9th clASS...coz i didnt like to give aDmission tesTs!...
still i hate 'em!

dated:15/05/2005

beginning ov happiness!

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:01:57

well...today Was ma laSt paPer...Well iT WenT fyne,,...INSHALLAH marks ache ajaingE.....well today mA siR did StRangE haRkAT.....hE hAd to Sign ma shEET...but waT he DiD wAs kinDa keEWl......hE signEd ma papeR n then he fillEd thoSe blAnkS..which i DidnT knoW...ehhehe....tht Was realLy kEWL harkAt donE by siR..i mEan he rEAllY maDe mE haPPy...ReAllY i havNt SeEn a tEAchER lykE him....i mEan Da waY hE solVEd ma papER..was 0Sum....siR is VEry chalAk...ehehhehe......ApaRt Frm DiS.......AS toDay Was ma laST papER.....so thiS maDe me happY As WElL...n deRe is somE kinda nEWs....tHT may Be v r geTTinG postEd...to....to..guESS wherE????ISLAMABAd!........mayn...its so0 0Sum...i wish to ALLAH..tht plzzzzzzz...islamabad ho jaE....its gonna be fun!...i have got ma all frienDs ova dERe...so dEFiniTelY...itS GonnA B fun.....i WuD b ablE to mEEt ma FRienDs...mayN.......m So0o hapPy......wElL Da moSt DisGuStinG thinG happEneD toDay is Tht...GHAR MAIN PAANI NAHin....hehehe...i cAnt even Take baTh.......i had to get FResh..but i canT...coz i canT see a sinGle Drop oV waTEr in Tap!...lolz..........RyTe noW jiZa is comiNg........its goNnA bE fUn..........uM finkinG...Wat m gonnA SeRvE hER???.......i dun HavE anYthinG in ma minD....lolz...mE maSElf havnT atE nEthinG...thn hoW can i giVe her somEthinG to eat...ehehheehe......mayN....M HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!!

dated:10/05/2005

Sadness...

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 17:00:07

why m i SaD?wats Da thinG tht makES mE sad?is it "every"thing?y ma lyFe haS stopPeD ???why i FEel lykE m stanDinG aLL alonE in Da DArk......i CanT sEE anythinG.....m jusT SuRRounDEd by DaRknESSS....thtS alL...CanT sEE nE hopE ov BriGhTnEssS..!why iS diS hapPeninG to mE??waT diD i do???did i do somEthinG wronG?..where did i go WronG????did i sElECt dA wronG paTh????thn y U didNT temmE????atlEaST U shuD 'Ve tolD mE onCE...tht m GoinG to da wRonG paTh...AtlEaSt onCE.....!GoD!!but i fink its ma own faulT....u gavE me 0pTions...n i waS da onE who 0pTeD da wronG path..!buT GoD.,.....i reQueSt u to GimmE Da link To Da ryTe path....i ReaLLy nEEd ur help ..........n i knoW..u wiLL helP me ouTta DiS proB.....!

dated:8/05/2005

moi singer????

by cUTe_xombie @ 06/06/2006 – 16:56:02

SinGinG iS ma paSsion.......iS iT Ss0?Can i SinG?iF yEah...thn y M sTilL lYkE diS??y i havnT maDe a SinGlE SonG for mAselF?y havNt i sanG a singlE CoveR???y m NoT FamouS lykE otheRs????WaTs Dat thinGiE..whicH i Dun 'vE?iS iT jusT thT i Dun havE goT nE sinGlE musiCal inSTRumenT whicH Can poLiSh ma VoCals??or iS it juSt tHT m NoT DaT dARinG n ConFidEnt???...................................................i CanT GeT FamE bY siTTinG iDlE lykE dis..i havE to Do SomEThinG!.........................buT wats DaT "somEthinG"???i Still cAnT gET thT..........!WaT do i hAvE to do to makE DiS"somEthinG" clEaR to mE???WaT do i hAvFta do0ooo?

dated:8/05/2005