.:x0mbie's world:.

iTs aLL abt ma FutuRe lyFE......i dunno0 but m Really tenSEd abt iYt....Coz noBuDDy iS lEtTing mE do watEVa i wannA do....i dun wanna get aDmiSSion in nE meDical uni....wat m i gonnna get frm there?????da thinGs i neva undErstanD?...............da studiEs in whych i dun 'vE intEReST?....................hold on,hold on..........farrah 1st temme r u gonna get AddmiSsion in Ne meDical uni???r u tht much inTelliGent...tht y can easilY clEaR tesTs????r u???????nay...m noT.......neither i hvE guTs to CleaR mEdical teSTs...i mEan yeah....i Can Try hARd....but GOD knoWs bettA wats gonnA happEn Wid mE in FutuRe......i juSt WanT hapPinEsS oV ma Pa....but hE doEsnT wanT ma hapPinEsS.....hE wanTs to mE to do watEVa hE lykEs....n WanTs mE to Fink AbT watEva hE lykEs........but iF m goNnA Do tht...thn waT 'll hapPEn wid ma oWn FutuRe plAnniN'???hoW m i gonnA BeCUm WaTEVa i WanNa B?hoW Can i do Da both ThinGs????o0h Allah!....HELP mE ouT....m toTallY ConFusEd!.....i dunn0o Wat m GonnA do....its u WhoSe goNNa makE ma futuRe britEeeE likE the RAys ov Sun....lyk Da liGhTs ov Ma Car......likE da gliTtERnESS oV ma CuTeX..........GoD its juSt u who Can help mE ouT...so plZZz...help mE......help mE....help mE........i knoW m noT tht GooD in StuDiEs...i knoW m noT gooD in iSlami thingiEs...i knoW i dun pRay...........buT GoD....i luV u.....i luV uR lAsT PRophET(PBUH)....n i do FaSTinG......i do lil biT ov DesE thinGs....thn y Dun ya luV mE??y dun ya shoW ur gReaTneSS to me???y Dun u makE ma futuRe briTE?????plZZ GoD........ChangE ma fatE......i Wanna gEt FamE...n wanna b in a Go0D pRofFesSion......so plZZ.....Help Me ouT....TemmE GoD.....y i CanT b a FaSshion DeSsignER????wats bAd in iyT???aLL deSignERs ainT tht BaD...n abt EaRninG...every Single DEsignER is eArninG.........atlEaST they GeT thiS much tht they can fulFil dErE OlL rEQuiREmenTs...tHn waieeeeeeeeee i CanT b onE oV 'em???GoD plZ makE ma DaD chanGE hiS deCcisSion...n plZ...gimMe GooD markSs.....n plzZZ makE me a suCCesSful LaDy...lykE ma sis's!....plZ God...atlEaSt i musT havE someThing gooD in ma lyFe EvA..so plZ...just coz ov tht...makE mE A gooD muslim...makE me a gooD n FamouS fAShion DESignER...makE mE GooD dAughTeR...makE me go0Die siSsy....makE me Go0D stuDent..........makE ma futuRe lyFe besTeST...

dated:7/05/2005

well...Today wAs ma uRdu papER....n uRo0Sa REaLLy helpD mE ouT toDay...m ReallY thankFul to heR....paper wenT gooD......BuT toDay i dun feel go0d....m haVinG SomE proBlem in mA sTomach....thts y dun feeel good...n i really Feel SleEpY..but B4 goinG to beD..i fink i havFta VisiT wAshroom....hehehehe.....well...today i madE mA bloG....n i hopE iT woRkS well.....aftEr GivinG da shEEt to inviGilaTor...when i wAs goinG ouTsidE oV auDiToriUm..i mEt ASaD.....i askED hym abt hiS papeR..n he aSkd me abt ma papER.......n he SAid..tht "u l0ok beeeeemaaaaaaaaaaaaaR"....mayN..dunno wats hapPeninG to mE....m HavIn' DaRk circleS arounD ma eyeZ...n ma eyeZ r kinda suujiii hoi.......i feel likE kiCkinG ma ASS...........i Cant tolERAtE masElf lykE diS...dis much GHACHLI......well i fink its enuFF......i cant ryTe nEmoRe.....i dun feel gooD..so mEz oFF.....*tinG TonG*

Dated:7/05/2005

You are the same today that you are going to be five years from now except for two things: the people with whom you associate and the books you read. - Charles Jones

dated:31/8/2005

You are the same today that you are going to be five years from now except for two things: the people with whom you associate and the books you read. - Charles Jones

dated:31/8/2005

You are the same today that you are going to be five years from now except for two things: the people with whom you associate and the books you read. - Charles Jones

dated:31/8/2005

tere bina..jeeewan mera.....khaaaaaaali..hai qQ??
vocals by arooj...n music by her as well...eXCellent song...m lisning to it...frm almost 3 days..!..!!

dated:31/8/2005

well....maa left wid aunty buX........fer malir.....aunty asked her to live wid her..fer a day...!!so shez going to her place...dunno wat ma is upto.....really..!!.......but wat i wanted to ryte was dis..k i will miss her..coz nobuddy is here to make dinner..heheheehe....definitely afo is going to do tht..[]

Dated:31/8/2005

i was sitting wid pa...was watchng tv..he asked me......how r studies going?i said fyne...he asked ...."so u wanna be doctor or not?"...moi was like..."well.......m doing medical...but i really dun feel like doing it....i dun wanna be doctor...thts not ma dream..."....he was like....."then wat u wanna do?"....i said.."bachelors in fashion designing".....he said "theek......u complete ur fsc....i will send u to any arts uni..."then he asked me baut any ko0l uni...n i told him baut INDUS valley...he said i wont let u go to NCA...cz its quite far......cant send u there...so he said..INDUS VALLEY wud be gr8 option..i said theeeek....coz ireally dun have any masla in tht...whther its NCA..or IV...both ov these universities...or colleges..watso evah...rock!!...they r simply d best.....n m happy...coz m gonna accomplish ma dreams...ma plans..!!yayy...!!!!now i can be wateva i wanted to be...wateva i wished fer..!!!!!thanks ALLAH..n thnx to baba as well....luv both ov u,....[]!

DATED:31/8/2006

huh...they didnt make me any ov it.....m soo0 much pissed off at them..i feel like kicking their aSSes..blv mE..sir zahir didnt do good wid me...he really didnt...ma'am farhan[bitch]as well didnt do good..!!!!i hate both ov them...!!they r d big liars..i have ever seen...in ma liFe..blv u mE..!!they said........its an order frm hQ....k d person shud b having B grade...duh.........thy r AsSholEs..!!!!!!!Hq is least bother baut such stufff...then why they wud send ssuch kinda order...duh....n y is dis order just fer masroor?duh??y not otha paf sko0lS?they didnt take d ryte decision....ALLAH poochega inSe.............i deserved one ov these posTs..yeah i really did!but nahin pechaan sakE..duh!!...no haRd feelinGs...but still...m kinda disappointed by their decision..!!!n m happy fer samia..tht she became prefect ov her claSS!!!!!yayy..shez simply d best![]

DATED:31/8/2005

well.....i was kinda tired ov tht post...so thot y not to ryte anotha one....so here cums d turn ov some otha victim ov ma weird c0mments..lol

thts it i gueSSs...all gurls r finito..!!n i have v0mitted out each n everything baut ma class bitchES...lol.....u guys must be finkin.....if i hate all ov them...then who is ma friend...lol...........i dun have any friend in ma claSs...i dun like any ov these gurliEs...!..yeah..hira is a exceptional caSe..i do hate her sometimes...but sometimes m co0l wid her..!other then her..all gurls.....suCk....big tymE...EWWWww....feel nausEa..lol!...m on n oFF now...!!moVe ur face outta ma BloG..lol!i mean ur eyESzzzz..!!!!